Your wife has a way to legally murder you. As you have "nothing upstairs" -- so a Judge can be found to find, ignoring all your attempts towards communication as spastic non-voluntary muscle reactions, she could have police surround you and prevent any attempts to feed you or for you to feed yourself.
The spastic nature of your posts are a tell -- they are now a legal pass for murdering you.
Your insults are rather pathetic. Not even sophomoric, just kinda stupid.