I got paid for the month today. Not much left for the other 29 days now. :-(
I hear ya, chica.
But remember that He always provides what we need.
As long as I can get the mortgage paid, I consider each month a victory! I know lots of folks who make TONS more than I do and they cannot imagine how I support 2 kids, myself and my mom on $34k a year.
I can't figure it out either. It's just one of those things I let God handle. He's better with it than I am. *smile*