Unknown is very uncomfortable, yep. And I'm done borrowing. I could probably get a second job...but mentally I dunno how well I'd handle that. I get overwhelmed pretty easily.
I've been thinkin' of going ahead and getting a second job too. I don't *have* to as long as I've got this one. But, I dunno, I keep wondering if I should do it to hedge things a little.
I was thinking of going home and working this summer but with Wedding Moot at the end of June and then having to teach one week to kids in July it kinda shuts down that idea.
Much of me thinks I should pack up my stuff here and head back to the old house... cept the old place isn't really liveable anymore. I *could* live there. But, it has really fallen apart without me there to see to upkeep and it is VEY old. I have determined though, that if I *do* lose this job I'm just going back there. There is a lot to be said for having no house payment!