GrandmaC, I will pray for your miracles. I understand your consuming desire to do His will.
I have embarked on a mission for underprivileged children which God told me was to be my purpose for the rest of my life.
It is my goal in life, and God and I will get there.
I have to always remember that my time frame is not His.
It will come in His time frame, and so will your goal.
We have to take it one day at a time, and let Him guide the way.
God bless you for your compassion and love, dear one.