Certainly understand wanting to make yourself undesirable. Have you read the book about resisting abductions? No, I haven't, but it would be of interest. It might also be of interest to note that I was not religious at the time of the abduction. I was, but not in the Judeo-Christian sense, anyway. It was on a camping trip, as well, which corroborates Chris' earlier post.
BTW, I have no memory of the abduction itself, which was witnessed by someone else, who is no longer with us. Big help, right? LOL!
I tracked down
HOW TO DEFEND YOURSELF AGAINST ALIEN ABDUCTIONS
at this link:
http://www.abductions-alien.com/resource.html It is often merciful to not remember some things. Any marks on your body? Have you had an MRI for medical reasons since then?
How much missing time?
Thanks for your kind reply.