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It's pretty...though fussy. And you're right...the bow has GOT to go.

Sigh...I struggle so much at times. On the one hand, it seems like living here is a dead end street...not going anywhere at all. On the other hand, I feel like I SHOULD be here, at least for a few more years. I like my job, and my sisters are still fairly young, especially Teresa. Not that I think they absolutely have to have me here...but on the other hand, where can I go? I'm terrified of bigger cities, I have very little chance of finding work I like so much, and I certainly won't be able to afford a downpayment on my own place anytime soon, so if I left it would most likely mean finding homes for at least some of the animals. Too complicated and scary for me.

Guess if God wants me married he'll find a way to lead someone here or give me a clear sign to let go. But as I've said before, I'm not good at the patience thing. And there are plenty of guys who stop lookin' at gals over twenty five or so, even as they themselves get older. Not that I'd be interested in that sort anyway, but...

Well, it's the patience that's hard. I definitely know that you are waiting for the right reasons. And when you meet someone you won't regret the patience.

You're right, don't move till you have a peace about it. And a job you like is really worthwhile. You will know if the right time to move comes along. Until then, you have lots in your life that you enjoy. Continue to enjoy it... and the rest will come.