I'm sorry to hear that. My whole thing didn't turn out great. I mean, he isn't here anymore. But, he isn't alive anymore and his illness didn't exactly leave him in a condition where I should hold a lot against him. But, I did for a long time.
There was just so much good in what we had together that I want to remember the romance. I mean, I dunno if I'll ever have that again. And it is worth a lot to me that I did have it for several years. I may be fooling myself but I really believe that if he hadn't developed the medical condition that he did we would still be together and we would still have the same kind of romance in our lives that we always did. I might be wrong. But, I'd rather not think that way. Dennis was the kind of romantic husband that had every woman at my workplace green with envy! I *really* liked that. :-)