I am sure the funeral will be hard .. but I'm doing ok.
Mom has had a hard life and the last few years were even harder for her. Knowing that she is in peace and with her family, gives me a lot of comfort. I may not have her here with me on earth .. but I know she is not far from me in spirit.
Besides, years ago she told me she would haunt me forever .. she said it was payback for my teenage years .. and she'll do it too .. *L*
The funeral will not be hard...it is after you leave that will be hard.
But, Mo, your Mom sounds like mine. She will haunt you and that is a good thing. LOL