Yes. It’s been a long time since I’ve believed the authority figures but now I’m in the uncomfortable position of not having the time to dig in-depth to get to the bottom of things so things just have to sail overhead. In the past I’ve had the time and mental capacity to do the digging; now I don’t.
That’s what happens when your husband is poisoned into dementia, loses his job, dies of dementia, and you go back into the workforce to make ends meet. Since my husband’s dementia diagnosis my doctor says I’ve had “widow’s brain” from the stress. This is why I was told my husband would “have to lose his job” if I didn’t shut up about my Fuddy research. Poisoning my husband and daughter was the quickest way to neutralize me, by taking my time and my brain all in one swoop.
So anyway, now I understand the frustration of the “normies” who just don’t have the time to sort out the evidence so remain agnostic about everything and try to “stay out of politics”. It angers me that the people who are entrusted and paid to get to the truth have so badly betrayed everybody.
My “moment of truth” came when I was a child watching TV.
I saw (on live TV) a man walk into a busy police station and murder someone in cold blood.
After that I never believed anything the “experts” or “authorities” told me about anything.
The shooter: Jack Ruby
The victim: Lee Harvey Oswald