Been there. Dont waste your time quitting to please others, or yourself. When you hate it, you will quit it. Build a life where you hate alcohol for robbing you of that, or just grow to hate it, then you can quit. Till then, raise a beer, be a good human and enjoy life. You will quit it when you hate it.
Seems to me that someone who would post about it in this way here already hates it, and is just looking for community.