Which is sad because I pray diligently for a nice, manly man
And may the Lord answer your prayers. You sound like the kind of girl I was praying for many years ago.
To wit: Pray, but don’t spend your life waiting for Mr. (or in my case) Ms. Right to show up at your door.
Or spend your life telling yourself that you’ll move back home to (state) someday where you grew up and find some high school sweetheart. Trust me, that one doesn’t work out so well after all either.
Best wishes.