Don’t worry, it is not you. Honestly, I sort of just sense it is coming within the next month at most, one way or the other. Like a sixth sense telling me it is time to prepare for losing everything.
Man, I am sorry you are feeling so depressed about America. Totally understandable, but God is with you always.
Don’t worry about the future. If things get really bad, you can commit some crime and get sent to prison where you will have basic food and a roof over your head. I would check out the states that have the best prisons and move there.
That "sense" you have been feeling just may very well be the Lord knocking. I don't know what your spiritual situation is but please get a copy of the Holy Bible (there are many online versions you can read such as http://www.tgm.org/bible.htm. Start out by reading the Gospel of John. In it you will learn that Jesus Christ is Almighty God in the flesh who came to earth to pay for all the sins of the world and offers heaven/eternal life to us as a gift by God's grace and we receive this gift by faith in Jesus Christ.
Once you have come to faith in Jesus Christ as your Lord and Savior, then pray to God, your Heavenly Father, to lead you according to His will and to bring others into your life that can help you grow in your faith as you learn to live a life that honors and glorifies God. That, my friend, is when He WILL show you what His will is for your life and lead you to where He wants you to be. You do not have to fear what goes on in this fallen world because God is with you always and will never leave you or forsake you. He tells us:
Keep your lives free from the love of money and be content with what you have, because God has said, “Never will I leave you; never will I forsake you.” So we say with confidence, “The Lord is my helper; I will not be afraid. What can mere mortals do to me?” (Hebrews 13:5,6)
I'll be praying for you and would be happy to talk further should you want to. Just send me a Private Message here. God bless you!