[Caipirabob]

Prayers up and out to you. I am sorry you are feeling so depressed. Maybe it's time to become more involved with your faith and seek guidance and comfort there? Perhaps you could build some new contacts and further your career and enhance your income.

As far as marriage, men are always looking for something to fire up the situation. All you have to do is look for ways to ignite it. My direct suggestion is that you initiate something at the earliest opportunity. There must be something he's hinted about or discussed over the years that you can focus on. I don't think I can take it further than that on a public forum, but wishing you two all the best regardless!

I think there's an awful lot of folks feeling down these days. Here's to hoping for a major positive transformation in all their lives.

[momtothree]

“I don’t think I can take it further than that on a public forum....”

Always knew you were a TEASE, Caipirabob! (lol!)