I'd rather cut out the middle man, since he doesn't really answer any questions.
Neither can atheists or scientists tell us *How*.
Nor, more importantly *Why*.
Goddidit may seem like a simplistic answer to many of the questions people ask but atheists and scientists have NOTHING better to offer.
“I’d rather cut out the middle man, since he doesn’t really answer any questions”
Answer your questions, or be held accountable to your complaints?
If you really want anwers, then for a start I would suggest a book by CS Lewis called “Til we have Faces”...a marvelous retelling of the Cupid vs Psyche story and of the bitterly jealous sister with the scar on her face...who discovers that “she is Psyche, too”
You, I suspect are Psyche too and God would be your Adonis and would love to give you a new heart, spirit, and mind...a new face as it were! You think you are fully human now...LADY, none of us really knows human, yet God will make his children more fully human then we could have ever possibly imagined..as we were meant to be from the beginning! Indeed God wants to make you A PERFECT LADY, I think that is your true heart cry...that is why you subconsciously and spiritually chose this moniquer for your self!