I am getting better. The fears are getting less. I talked to a friend at church who had had a spirit of fear on him a few years ago that made him afraid of a certain room in his own house. This helped me get through this just by having someone realate to me in person that this CAN get better. Before it was time to go he had me laughing out loud at old Andy Griffith episodes.
I slept so hard last night that I woke up in exactly the same postiion I went to sleep in with absolutely no idea that over 4 hours had gone by and then tried to tell my wife that I hadn't been to sleep at all.
Today I was able to follow my wife to the car repair shop and have my radiator repaired and then eat breakfast at Hardys and then help her inventory some drugs for a mission trip to Honduras. The last of the psychiatric drugs is leaving my system now.
Then I started to get the jitters and came home at 1 and lay down without anxiety.
G_d gave me over an hour of peaceful rest with no drugs or worry! Praise the Holy name of YAWEH the living and breathing GOD! To Hima all blessings and honor and glory and power and riches and strength! AMEN and Amen!
Greater is He who is in me that he who is in the world.
Amen! I am so glad you got some rest. You continue to be in my prayers...