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From T.O.S: Is anyone else having a REALLY HARD TIME coping?

Posted on 11/03/2004 7:55:02 PM PST by Partisan Hack

I apologize but I'm taking great joy from there misery over there. A few samples for your perusal....

I am such a mess. Physically, mentally, emotionally, spiritually.

I had no idea this would hit me so hard. I feel that all my hopes for the future have been shattered. Evil, hate and greed are rewarded. Wrong is Right. Fascism will prevail. Not to mention increased terrorism, hate crimes, isolation from the global community, loss of civil rights, etc.

AND, we have to look and listen to the f**king Chimp for another 4 long, miserable years. I don't know what to do. I am really beside myself and almost feel like I am on the verge of a nervous breakdown.I am sick to my stomach and I feel like I am going to have a heart attack.

I started smoking again, I can't bear the thought of going to work tomorrow, and I really don't have much hope at the moment. I can't eat, I've cocooned myself in my bed all day and have avoided every phone call. Oh - and I broke up with my boyfriend. You are not alone.

My heart feels like it's actually broken and I am afraid to leave the house because I am not in control of the rage I feel, and fear that the smallest thing will set me off.

I always thought that things were never quite as bad as they seemed, and that Americans were mostly good. But I think things have really turned... they are perhaps even worse than they seem, and perhaps the American empire is entering its terminal phase with a lot of pain and suffering ahead.

It feels an awful lot like what I imagine Berlin in 1938 was like.

I'm so venomous right now, I swear I'm growing fangs.

I have a background of depression (mostly from my days of living closeted) and am worried that the funk that I am dealing with might go long term. I cannot let that happen.

To that end, I am going to continue to devote a good chunk of time with a couple causes, to keep me going.

If things get really tough, get a really good friend or family member and just let go.

My son didn't want to go to school today

and face the jeers of his 6th grade classmates in our predominantly republican rural community. I bought him a donut at the local shop and reminded him that we still have to tell people that the war is wrong, that the poor need an advocate and that our planet is not their trashcan.

After pushed him out the door I had to give myself the same speech.

That sums things up beautifully

"we still have to tell people that the war is wrong, that the poor need an advocate and that our planet is not their trashcan."

Of course, unfortunately, the Pukes simply don't think these things are important. I just got off the phone with a dear friend who keeps insisting Iraq had something to do with 9/11 and if we "don't fight them over there we'll have to fight them here".

This is how Bush wants you to feel and he's hoping you'll go away, don't go away, in four years time USA will still be suffering from his policies, the economy and Iraq will still be great problem.

As I see it, whatever they say, it isn't a landslide, almost half the American people wanted a change, there were people who didn't vote, which is unforgivable, they may rue the day they didn't and will be there next time, in force.

I hope that we will get a chance in 4 yrs. I am angry, but not sure who to be mad at. I feel like Kerry played us and took one for the team (s and B)with no intention of ever winning. I don't know where to turn I told my friend to take pictures of the trees and all the open areas of beauty around us now because it won't be their for long. I fear for our troops and the kids that are going to be drafted. I applied for passports for my family today just in case I need. I think Democracy died yeasterday in America I never wanted to believe it could happen. There are protesters here in oregon tonight. I am still in shock. I don't like the mixed up feelings that I have because I have no way of seperating them all.

Don't mean to sound trite, but I share your pain.

I had an appointment with my counselor today, and she encouraged me to not look too far in the future and the terrible possibilities it holds.

I managed to calm down and try to focus on the things that bring me some small measure of contentment. It is very hard--the more I hear about Tuesday's fiascos and the evil people who made them happen, the angrier and more frustrated I get. This is producing physical symptoms similar to yours. It's up to me to get a handle on this, I know, but damn, it's hard. Like you, I cannot bear the thought of looking and listening to Bush for the next four years. I have determined I will NOT do that. Thank God for remote controls.

I wish I had the words to make you and me feel better about all this. But I do not. All I can think to do is resolve to do everything I can to stop the fascist juggernaut that is speeding toward us. I must try, for my children, grandchildren, and all of us who share this planet.


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To: weshess
Scares me to think that God is a patient God, how much more nonsense will he take?

We've made some progress and that's a start. :)

161 posted on 11/03/2004 10:06:32 PM PST by Netizen
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To: beckysueb

I agree. That was the reason I included that one, because it shows how warped they are.

Here are some more recent ones:




Not personally, natch. And I'm not. But I know plenty people pissed off like mad that gay marriage issue couldn't wait, and cost this election.

Hear the straights talking this for months now. Backlash time. DUCK.

June 27, 1969. Stonewall. Meat market district.

Be careful out there.




Are you saying you know people who are mad because the gay marriage issue cost Kerry the election..and they are mad at gay people because of it? Seems to me Bush made it such an issue and got what he wanted.

I started ducking when Bush was first elected.

On a related note, Michigan voted in an amendment to the Michigan Constitution that now "defines marriage as only between one man and one woman" plus a few more lines that make no sense. And this state also went for Kerry. I'm feeling quite depressed.





activism mode. No more sitting back and watching the world spin and pass by around me.

With the prospect of Supreme Court Justices appointments by the now Theocratic Head of the Religious Right in power, I'm going to make sure I keep informed and that my voice is heard by my Representatives to Congress and anyone else who needs to get their butts pricked.

Maybe this is a little late in life, but better late than never. Washington D.C. and everyone else is going to be hearing from me, and if half of the population of these United States who feel like we do would do the same, then maybe we can still make a difference--even now.






I find it quite ironic that the evangelical Christians that probably gave Bush his win were mobilized by the activism for gay marriage.

There are so many reasons Bush should have lost this election, yet the Dems made damn sure he would win.



162 posted on 11/03/2004 10:16:08 PM PST by Netizen
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To: speedy
I've never enjoyed the losers agony as much as in this election, not even in 1980 or in 2000. Had they not been so abusive and so hateful, I don't think most of us would feel this way. But after months of the insane charges, the lies, and the insults -- well, to paraphrase Patrick Henry, if this be cruelty, then let's make the most of it. It also exposes the extreme emotional instability of many of these people, which goes beyond even what I had expected.

I would have to agree with you. I think they went overboard. It was like each time they tried to smear Bush, it backfired of them. I think most sensible people are willing to cut Bush some slack. He has had a rough first term and it wasn't his fault and he's doing a pretty good job considering.

163 posted on 11/03/2004 10:26:23 PM PST by Netizen
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To: HalleysFifth

Switch and Bait?


164 posted on 11/03/2004 10:26:37 PM PST by fivekid
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To: fivekid
Switch and Bait?

That could be!

165 posted on 11/03/2004 10:30:50 PM PST by Netizen
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To: Partisan Hack

How's the suicide watch coming? I'm fixin to relax, but I keep seeing RAT attorneys swarming everywhere when I close my eyes...YIKES! :)


166 posted on 11/03/2004 10:36:19 PM PST by ApesForEvolution (Tag Line Conservationist Week)
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To: Netizen
When you go to make the purchase, but your moral account is bankrupt, it's tough to accept...life condition that probably most experience. It's that point where Conservatives are born or nation's die. There's hope for America, and plenty of it. Which means we better tighten up and not relax...too much, eh? :O
167 posted on 11/03/2004 10:41:34 PM PST by ApesForEvolution (Tag Line Conservationist Week)
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To: Partisan Hack

First, she lives in OR so she should have plenty of company to share her rage. Secondly, even if Kerry had won, her life would still be a mess. Estranged boyfriend (not to mention where the heck the father of the 6th grade son is), smoking, in therapy.....sounds like Kerry's loss is the least of her problems.


168 posted on 11/03/2004 10:43:24 PM PST by MHT
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To: Netizen
"Even more disconcerting is the landslide victory for banning gay marriage. I think that's a barometer of how much control the religious right has over the country."

Will these idiots ever learn that homosexuality is an offense against not only morality but also biology? One does not have to be a member of the religious right to understand the improprieties here. Besides, these folks are deluded if they think the "relgious right" is going to hunt them down and put them in jail.

169 posted on 11/04/2004 3:18:09 AM PST by Fester Chugabrew
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To: K4Harty

Excellent point! I can tell you from the whining and crying at another Dim forum I peruse at the ACLU they are still lamenting the election results and are predicting doom and gloom. Some are already claiming we are living in a *one-party dictatorship*---of course if ya mention the fact they got to vote freely for someone else just a couple of days ago...they go ballastic.

At times I feel like I'm reading a Mel Brooks movie script!


170 posted on 11/04/2004 3:22:48 AM PST by TheStickman (If a moron becomes senile how can you tell?)
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To: Fester Chugabrew
Besides, these folks are deluded if they think the "relgious right" is going to hunt them down and put them in jail.

Abosutely! They also think that if you have strong morals that you automatically are some sort of religious fanatic. That's isn't the case.

171 posted on 11/04/2004 4:15:08 AM PST by Netizen
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To: TheStickman

Check this crap out. I am so tired of the lies from the other side!




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I can't believe that that many people really voted for Bush. I'd love to see a diagram of all the districts that have electronic voting machines (sans paper trail) and how many of those were a slam-dunk for Bush. I smell a rat...again.

My husband and I were fantasizing about moving to another country this morning. If the election results are really accurate and not just another cheat then we truly don't fit in with the so-called majority Neo-Con Fundamentalists' mindset in the U.S. They are ignorant, narrow-minded and arrogant.

The Europeans were wise to have 'encouraged' all the Puritans & religious nut-cases to leave for the New World a couple hundred years ago. Too bad they continued to breed over here. Might it all boil down to bad genes? Glad my ancestors were just horse thieves.

Glad my doc gave me some anti-depressants last week.



172 posted on 11/04/2004 4:25:40 AM PST by Netizen
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To: ApesForEvolution
There's hope for America, and plenty of it. Which means we better tighten up and not relax...too much, eh? :O

Couldn't agree more. Keep up the good fight! :)

173 posted on 11/04/2004 5:20:03 AM PST by Netizen
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To: fivekid

What do you mean by "switch and bait?"


174 posted on 11/04/2004 7:21:18 AM PST by HalleysFifth
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To: TheStickman

Stickman, I agree. This is going to get worse and worse because the DUmmies see this as a monarchy. They feel that since they did not win in a head to head match up that somehow they were cheated. This is going to lead down a slippery road in my opinion. The civil discourse is going to be out the window.


175 posted on 11/04/2004 8:09:16 AM PST by IllumiNaughtyByNature (I'm George W. Bush and I approved this message.)
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To: Jorge
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176 posted on 11/04/2004 8:50:07 AM PST by Chode (American Hedonist ©®)
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To: Netizen

I think none of these peolpe actually know any Christians. Why are they so afraid of us!?! They think we're all greedy, want everbody to die, or be imprisoned. Oh, we want to destroy the planet, exploit the poor, become isolationist, when we aren't out conquering other nations. MY GOODNESS!

They're all brain washed!


177 posted on 11/04/2004 2:20:40 PM PST by Conservative Texan Mom (W is for WIN!)
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To: Partisan Hack

I'm having a hard time coping with all this CRAP being posted here from DU.

If i wanted to read it, I'd go there and read it. I don't want to read it there, and I want to read it here even less.

178 posted on 11/04/2004 2:23:02 PM PST by Keith in Iowa (At CBS - "We don't just report news - we make it - up.")
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To: K4Harty

I am amazed at the out right hatred spewing from the DUmmies! I don't know what I expected. They really are lunatics. We seriously, seriously need to pray for GWB's safety these next four years.


179 posted on 11/04/2004 2:29:02 PM PST by Conservative Texan Mom (W is for WIN!)
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To: Conservative Texan Mom

I agree.


180 posted on 11/04/2004 2:51:09 PM PST by IllumiNaughtyByNature (I'm George W. Bush and I approved this message.)
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