[CyberCowboy777]

That is your position. Okay. I am not going to burn you until you renounce your ways. ;~)

That does not make you right or me wrong.

It only means that one of us has not dug for the true meaning.

I am not afraid to question, I can't keep membership in one church for more that a few months.

Instead of the gap being me not questioning, is it possible that you just gave up trying to understand?

[najida]

Hey!
You hit the nail on the head!

I quit, after about 40+ years...I just threw up my hands and said "ya know sumthin' Maude, maybe this isn't the place fer ya!" (no my name ain't Maude, but it sounds good in a story)....

Will I find my way back...dunno...
Whomever does find her way back will be there because she believes, not because she is afraid not too....

Christianity is a wonderful, fabulous place for some people, especially for those raising children...
For those who play well with others and in groups...
but for some people, it isn't a good fit.