Posted on 04/24/2023 11:43:09 AM PDT by nickcarraway
EXCLUSIVE: Courtney Tillia, a former teacher from the US, grew up in a strict Christian household and claims she quit her job to become a porn star because "God told her to"
A former teacher who quit her job to become a porn star claims "God told her to do it".
Courtney Tillia, who is known for sharing racy snaps and videos on her social media and OnlyFans, was raised in a religious household.
She was conditioned to be a “good Christian girl” – something she said that ultimately restricted her.
Courtney became a school teacher for autistic children at a Catholic school but was never truly happy in her low-paid career.
Eventually, the 36-year-old from Los Angeles, traded the school books for a career in the adult entertainment industry with encouragement from her husband Nick Tillia.
But her hubby wasn't the only one to persuade her to pursue the more saucy path,≠ as she claims God himself had a say in it too.
Speaking to the Daily Star, Courtney said: "Before I left teaching, I felt super disconnected from myself and also God! I didn’t know what my life’s purpose was or how I was meant to help others.
"I had so much sexual shame of my own at first! I remember being at a photoshoot that had several porn stars, and I was so triggered. I could feel the judgments that society and religion had instilled in me and I was very aware of it.
"That part of me felt like their sexual choices and expression were wrong and immoral. I even felt wrong by the association in that moment – but that didn’t feel like God telling me to feel that way."
She suggested society taught her to feel that way but felt "lied to" with her more liberated life leaving her feeling "holy and sacred".
The OnlyFans model claims God told her to pursue the x-rated career (Image: @thecourtneytillia/Instagram) Courtney decided to make it her mission to liberate those who believe it's God's plan for them to have sexual shame as she believes he chose her to do that.
"God’s message has been abundantly clear: I’m here to be a PORN STAR. This is my way of serving," she explained.
"I’m showing others that pleasure and our sexual expression - even in porn and sex work - aren’t meant to contradict God or exist separately from God. They are unified with God and holy.
"I’m living my life as an example of being fully out in the open and unapologetically expressed: not against God, but completely with God."
Since quitting her teaching job, Tillia rakes in between $20,000 (£14,500) and $100,000 (£72,900) every month from her 18,000 loyal subscribers, often shares racy clips on TikTok and Instagram in an array of different lingerie.
In all of her success and fame, the former teacher claims she is more connected with her faith than she has ever been - despite what people say about her career.
Tillia now rakes in thousands a month on OnlyFans and uses her former career as a selling point (Image: @thecourtneytillia/Instagram) Want all the biggest Lifestyle news straight to your inbox? Sign up for our free Daily Star Hot Topics newsletter
She added: "I am the most connected to God that I have ever been, while also being the least religious I’ve ever been. I don’t need an organization or institution to tell me who God is or how to go about my relationship with God.
"I now reject any teaching or institutions that depicts God as an entity to be feared or to be judged by. God is loving, not fearful; and accepting, not judgmental.
"I believe God is experiencing itself intentionally through us in these unique, physical incarnations. We are not meant to suppress or deny things like our pleasure and sexual expression. Instead, we’re meant to enjoy and embody them fully, as God has intended."
NEFARIOUS is a powerful, courageous and important film. All FReepers should buy tickets to see it ASAP.
Sure it was. The Hod was money
It’s that slut who got fired for filming sex tapes in the school where she was teaching.
“But no students were around when we did it.”
Stupid whore.
Miss Pasternak ????
Meh...she's ranked 84,500+ on pornhub.
Close! lol...
There was so much packed into that movie that it’ll have you thinking for days. So disturbing that I couldn’t eat for a couple hours after leaving the theater ‘cause my stomach was in knots.
The Flannery guy deserves an exceptional award. What a performance!
Christian is a term that no longer has meaning.
Fake boobs and tats.
This “revelation” didn’t come overnight. Nor from above.
The TRUTH with her... "The LOVE of MONEY is the ROOT of EVIL"
Here’s the theme song to her god.
Angel of Light
City lights are flashing, they call you to the streets
Hearts are filled with passion in everyone you meet
The Boulevard is waiting, it wants to get you high
Neon signs are waiting to sell you anything you want to buy
But I know your devices, it shouldn’t seem so odd
You lied from the beginning, I see through your facade
Angel of light, I see you glow in the night
But you only bring darkness to my soul
Angel of light, You’re telling me wrong is right
I won’t let you’re evil take control
They follow in your footsteps not knowing that you fell
Bumper to bumper on the freeway to hell
You lead them into wrong and you make it look so right
You lead them into darkness and make them think you lead them into light
But I know where you’re going, too bad you’re not alone
If it wasn’t for the real light I might have never known
You got the clergy working overtime to widen the narrow way
You’ve got politicians everywhere listening to what you say
You’ve got false apostles teaching lies perverting the only way
You’ve got principalities and powers waiting to obey
You’ve got philosophies and vain deceipts lying to deceive
You’ve got hate, and greed, ungodly lusts in the deadly web you weave
Somehow you’ve got so many thinking you’re not even there
One look is all it takes to get them blinded by your glare
I love women i like real boobs and some fat with out grafitti
Im ranked way higher
Exactly.
Amen
I have a good friend whose brother hears voices. He takes medicine to stay stable. I asked him if there a was to discern whether it is you or the "voices" that are "talking" to him and if so how does he tell which. He told me that it is easy when sober to tell the difference. The difference is that the voice never gives good advise.
Yet another horrible white feminazi.
A former teacher who quit her job to become a porn star claims “God told her to do it”.
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No, He didn’t. However Satan masquerades as an angel of light.
Yes, very thought-provoking. Flannery was excellent.
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