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"I find your posts carefully constructed to avoid admitting the perversions, while trying to sound Christian. After confronting you numerous times, I came to understand it is purposeful."

Well of course you do. It wraps things up so nicely in your world.

But it is also patently false and a judgemnent you neither have the insight or power of discerning my heart and intent to make based on your utter lack of knowledge regarding me and my person. As I say, I am so grateful that Jesus Christ will be my judge, for I know perfectly well that He does have these powers and will wield them out of love, mercy and a perfect knowledge of my heart and intent.

To try and help you understand...or to leave you without excuse...whatever floats your boat...have you noticed, that no matter how bad this gets, that I never speak ill of, or disrespectfully towards Jim Rob? You interested in knowing why?

Here's why, whether you want to hear it or not.

About three years ago, I was diagnosed with very serious, mortal bone cancer in my lower back...my sacrum. Also very rare. Only 3-4 places in the US could deal with it and it maent very serious and major surgery to remove the tumor which could itself have been fatal.

It was either that, or die slowly over 3-4 years, ultimately being bed ridden and in horribly painful stupor till I passed.

I talked to a lot of people about it. Many here started a prayer thread, and Jim Rob was kind and Christian enough (he knew I was LDS...but at that point such things did not matter and there was not nearly so much antogonism about it...he also knew I loved and trusted my Savior, Jesus Christ, just as I do today). So Jim opened up FR to my prayer thread and to several efforts to get me enough shared leave at wiork, and funds through donations to help myself and my wife and family get through should I survive.

A lot of good Christian people here on FR, most of them not LDS prayed, for me, as well as a lot of LDS folks at home, frinds throught the year,and of course my own family and that of my wife. The Lord answered those prayers in the affirmative and a very tender mercy was shown me by the Lord, preserving my life...though my resulting disabilites are pretty significant. I always take the opportunity to thank Him, my Savior, and give all credit to Him...but also to thank and show my gratitude to all of those who exerted their faith and prayers on my behalf. Especially Jim who helped with FR and the many thousands of people here.

The operation was a success, the principle tumor was removed with full margins. To date it has not come back. If ti does come back in the sof tissue, the prognosis is very bad...probably 2-3 years. I leave that in God's capable hands.

Here's my Journal of the entire thing

I will never return a word of evil or direspect, irrespective of how Jim may feel about me and my faith now, or my decision to vote for Romney/Ryan in an effort to stop the Marxist Obama, because of what he did, and what he showed. That's the kind of debt of honor, IMHO, no future action will ever warrant me forgetting, or not mentioning.

So...AMPU, if you for a minute think that I come to FR, or anywhere else for that matter, given what I have just explained to you, to somehow deceive the very people, and the very owner of a site who showed me so much faith and mercy...then all I can say is you need desperate help.

Because such a rediculous and off the wall allegations are either made out of abject ignorance (which I hope I have dispelled if that is the case with this explanation), or out of some form of malevolence that cannot be reasoned with, or argued against.

The type, sadly, shamefully, we see a lot of on this thread.

If it is anything remotely close to the latter, then I pray for you...that Christ's healing power will be effective in your life to remove the source of your anger, angst, and bad feeling that leads you to make such claims against someone you really do not know at all.

But I will not stand and accept such a pronouncement either...without standing up to it and making sure the facts and motivations are known for all to read and see...actovely posting or just lurking.

Now, once again, as I intended earlier, I will leave the thread here and let it go its way. I have pleanty to do elsewhere with so many others, to try and keep Obama from a second term and try and do what I can to help preserve the Republic for my Kids and Grandkids.

I pray, as another tender mercy from He that is Mighty to Save, that the good Lord will allow me to live long enough to see our Republic back in good, capable, all-American hands of leadership if it be His will, and see our nation turn around from the fatal path it is currently on.