Elsie, thanks, but I believe in God!
The man who I was was quoting was the former radical David Horowitz. Like you, I greatly admire him for his honesty.
He has written imho very movingly about his continuing spiritual journey away from Marxism in his book, "the End of Time" http://www.frontpagemag.com/Articles/ReadArticle.asp?ID=18123
Well, we'll pray for HIM, then ;^)
(I'm SO confuser....)