[jde1953]

"I don't think I'm able to give you an objective reason to obey the Lord God. I think that has to be a personal search."

Good. I mean this quite sincerely - I am glad you don't have an objective reason; otherwise you wouldn't need faith. Your religion is true FOR YOU, because you believe it and have done your personal search. It's true for you, but that doesn't automatically make it true for me unless my search delivers the same results as yours. And, to this point, it hasn't.

[MeekMom]

I'm sorry jde1953.
Would you like to mail me your area; state? I can find a local meeting place of Saints for you, if you like.
I have a nationwide directory available to me.
Mail me and let me know jde1953.

Stay well.