You were treated,(and still are) ROYALLY, compared to anything you deserved, you sociopathic trash...
"How could they treat me that way, Mommy? Just for having no respect for anything from personal honor to the presidency, letting the military drift, raping a few women......What's WRONG with those meanies, Mommy?"
I'll bet x42 has this very conversation with the framed photo of his mother every night. The FBI ought to plant a bug on the frame - might make for some interesting recordings...