Todd, On any given day, you filp flop on where you stand from thread to thread, If one of the rabid Bush Bashing libertarians post a thread on a subject blaming President Bush for things like todays space shuttle disaster, you agree with them 100%, And on another thread on the same subject, posted by a Bush supporter, you will agree with that poster as well. It's almost sad to see a FReeper like you, who is in dire need of a backbone and some principles to stand for.
I'm not quite sure who or what can help you, But one thing is for sure.... you need a professional