I have come to believe that when He said no to me, that my sacrifice in the war with Satan had been laid on the battlefield. Some soldiers come away with terrible wounds in war.
And maybe Columbia was lost because we forgot about her and her astronauts and didn't pray for them. I have to admit that I am preoccupied with trying to keep our President alive and the U.S. and our military walking through the Valley of the Shadow of Death that I gave scant attention to this last shuttle mission.