Your warped opinion is not the truth. It is the world according to an insecure little person who craves acceptance because you realize that your lack of self esteem is well deserved.
You do not like it when someone points out the facts of your faults.
Sounds like the story of your life. I would inagine that your mother got sick of hearing, "I am good mommy.....I really am.
Just because you lack self decipline and smoke do not exhale your rubber spine habit on the rest of the intelligent population who do not smoke.
You seem to have a single facet life. You have nothing else to grasp to delude yourself into a feeling of superiority than the fact that you do not smoke. If this is all that you have going for you to "prove" that you are intelligent, then that is pretty sad.
I feel sorry for you. Perhaps the minimum wage will be raised so that you will have something to smile about; that is if indeed you have a job.
Eaker