I don't understand that.
Stay safe; stay armed.
I don't either, but hear it's common for cops also. Probably one of those life experiences you have to go through.
Every tactical class I've taken stresses the physical and emotional toll a shooting takes on a person.
Bless this woman for having the guts to do the right thing and not 'shoot to wound'. She does need to work on her center of mass shots though.