You have either not read that or you have chosen to not believe any of it.
Actually, I have read what you've written and it's not that I chose not to believe it but rather that I found it just too bizarre to take seriously. Your writings are kind of like Escher's drawings in the way that they both show real things juxtaposed together so that they end up being total nonsense. Then you turn around and deny the plain meaning of what you've said. It's fascinating for a while but the fun wears off quickly.