My thoughts and prayers are with you.
I'm not very good at public prayer; I'm a Catholic - LOL! But please rest assured that I am, indeed, praying for you and your father. My he rest in peace and my God grant you grace to get you through this trying time.
I have not lost either of my parents yet but I have lost a brother and I know the pain of grief. It may seem impossible but time does heal all wounds. God bless you Ohio.
And come back to the Dose soon, k?