You just don't understand because of your stunted spiritual condition that came as a direct result of trafficing with demonic forces.
Sure, you feel exactly the same, but your not! Just because nobody notices how you've become corrupted, doesn't mean you haven't. So your reasonably well adjusted...it's only because you are drawing your power from Satan, and he knows you have to act normal to be able to infiltrate the Godly. You may even read the Bible, but you won't understand it.
(Dang...that was way too much fun.)