Well you shouldn't be. Peter said
Act 2:22 "Men of Israel , listen to these words: Jesus the Nazarene, a man attested to you by God with miracles and wonders and signs which God performed through Him in your midst, just as you yourselves know --
Act 2:23 this Man, delivered over by the predetermined plan and foreknowledge of God, you nailed to a cross by the hands of godless men and put Him to death.
This would put you on the cutting edge of some of the most radical theology going.
Not that there's anything wrong with that.