If i didn't believe in God, and an afterlife, then we would be just animals, and anything goes. We are not all created equal. Murder, theft, rape, molestation are ok. The law of survival of the fittist is the only law, and do what ever 'feels good'.
I find it interesting how you go from, if i didnt believe, to a principle that extends to all others, we would be just animals and anything goes. I dont agree that we are just animals and that anything goes. Murder, theft, rape, molestation are all ok, only if i agree that its ok if it happens to me, because i can reason that that isnt in my best interest and animals cant.
But, by whose standard, and based on what.
You know, I find it interesting that the argument always is, if you dont accept this one system of thought, you cannot reason, you cannot use any of history to work something out, it is either this or a vacuum, you have to start all over and cant use the sum total of all human history to work out something better. This is what your are saying here. This doesnt stand to reason. I dont have to reject all of history because I dont accept a single view, use all of it.
my life experiences have shown me things that science and mans current level of understanding can't explain. Real miracles, no other explanation, period.
If you have miracles, fine. That you know exactly what their source is ??
I suspect from your post that you had a nun as a teacher in your youth as well.
No, not at all. That whole philosophical, stages of life, and a sort of melancholy resignation to the vagaries of life had the same flavor as some writings Ive run across.
That you experinced the stage of looking for meaning to life. I cannot determine if you've found what it was you were/are looking for (I believe we look for some peace of mind).
Whenever wasnt I looking? When did I stop? How can anyone really stop? Doesnt some part of you die when you do? You think I can question every last little detail as I am here and think that I dont think I can learn something?