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I don't consider being aware of society's ill treatment of women and children being "brainwashed." And I'm sorry that you and others here aren't realists. I don't go out of my way for specific studies, I just engage myself in past, history, present news, and observances of my own experiences of family, friends in my life.

You still haven't figured it out yet - you find what you seek. You are one of those women who is fascinated with 'bad boys', and finds them, and they are 'bad'.

You just haven't gotten to the next step, going after the 'boring', nice guys you continually rejected, to raise your mistakes.

Or you just skipped on to the next stage, 'all men are slime' except queers.

Look into the mirror, and find out why you keep finding 'bad guys' - what you seek, and ask yourself, 'why do I seek them?'