Your story stinks. You're going to spend more time than you like discussing it until you find someone else to baffle with BS.
Grouse all you like, the points I address will either stand or fall on things other than your red herrings.
Denial!
Main Entry: cat·a·ton·ic Pronunciation: -'tä-nik
Function: adjective
Date: 1904
1 : of, relating to, being, resembling, or affected by schizophrenia characterized especially by a marked psychomotor disturbance that may involve stupor or mutism, negativism, rigidity, purposeless excitement, and inappropriate or bizarre posturing
2 : characterized by a marked lack of movement, activity, or expression
- catatonic noun - cat·a·ton·i·cal·ly /-ni-k(&-)lE/ adverb