The vast, vast majority of the world's population intuits and infers a God from the evidence available to them. 1/3 of the world's population intuits a Christian God, who sent his Son to this earth. That message, so accepted by that 1/3 of humanity, is one of complete and total love - including such for unborn children (who have every much of a right to live as you do), for old people, for disabled people. It is hard, nay impossible, for millions and millions to stand up against a God of total love. Suppose that God does exist - a God of total and uncompromising love - and that your life has been spent promoting the elimination of millions of unborn children (as well as others 'less valuable). And suppose that when you die, you might have a chance to unite yourself with that God. But you can't, because your heart has been so hardened by your calculations of 'fitness', that you have forgotten love.