What?
Aaah, that's why I didn't come in. The Canteen isn't about cheering me up, it's a place for our troops to have a good time. My presence would've detracted from that and that I wouldn't have.
So many here have expressed concern and sent prayers for Abbey, and that means so much to me. But I have to accept the fact I most likely won't see her again, much as I hate it.