One you carry with you at all times. You are the culmination of your history. That you would analogize a child abuser to Jesus Christ suggests your personal history took an unfortunate detour long ago.
I hope you eventually find your way back on track.
The difference between a sheeple and a man is that a man doesn't let his history control his behaviour. I knew you were going to defend that pop-psyche 'it's not my fault' BS.