And there are thousands, litteraly thousands of FReepers keeping you in their prayers! We all will be with you no matter what.
You have been and continue to be a tremendous asset to not just FR but the Conservative Cause. And just look around at our country and the world. You have a LOT more work ahead!
For whatever His reason, God is testing you. But as in the song "Mary Ellen Carter":
To you to who adversity
Has dealt a mighty blow.
With smiling jackels lying to you everywhere you go.
Turn out all the strength you have
Of heart and hand and brain
And like the Mary Ellen Carter, rise again!
Rise again!
Rise again!
Though your heart it be broken,
Or life about to end.
No matter what you've lost
Be it a home, a love, a friend.
Like the Mary Ellen Carter
Rise Again!
And don't forget
"The World is always turning toward the morning!"
Those two songs, "Mary Ellen Carter" by Stan Rogers and "Turning Toward the Morning" be George Bok have made a HUGE difference in my life. I came upon them through a friend who had been going through a time such as yours. Her brother, wanting to help but not having many resources, made her a cassette tape and sent them to her. It helped her so much, along with the other songs on the tape, she passed it along to me when I was having troubles.
If you'd like I'd love to send you a copy on CD or tape. Let me know via FReepmail.
prisoner6