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But I didn't want to leave before explaining a couple of things to you.
When my daughters were your age they were involved with dating, sports, socializing, traveling and all those things that make a person well-rounded. I'm worried that you are spending your precious youth on things that can wait for adulthood. It truly is not healthy.
A little is okay, but you are obsessed with a lot of these issues........way overboard !!! Go out and find a life that is fitting for your age.
I sort of got the impression that you have a hard time getting dates and even though I was joking with the picture, I thought a book on dating might be of help. I also remember that you like to read. You and a dating book are a natural pair.