It's really hard to know the reason some are call home at a young age, My husband up in age and his body gave out, its the void that takes time to adjust. When one is so young it the little ones who miss out on that relationship of dad, and the spouse is forced to live in the now. I myself need to be busy helping others and the arthritis is getting in the way.
Thank you for your words, blessings to you!
I will pray for your pain.