Or maybe I'm wrong, maybe your job at the custom car shop is your dream position that you were seeking. I am in no way trying to dis you - I'm just surprised that ex-military people have to go through such charging transitions, though I suppose that has played out over a long time, in your case 15 years or so.
So if we were not prepared to take the Warsaw Pact in 1983, were we in better shape (on the non-nuclear side) by the time Reagan left in January 1989?
I'm about ready to read Clancy's "Red Storm Rising" again.
Working at the Hot Rod shop is fun and relaxed. I work there now because I am working on my teaching credential and they are flexible on hours and treat me right, even if the pay isn't the greatest. But then I didn't join the Army for the pay, or decide on teaching because of the pay either.
When you leave the Army with a degree in Poly Sci, its hard to convince people you have skills beyond shouting at people while quoting Aristotle. ;-]