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I fight very hard to keep from hating these people. Every time it enters my head I beg God "don't let me hate them, don't let me hate". I don't want to kill them out of hatred. I want to kill them because they are a mistake, a broken, perverted mistake that needs to be eliminated.

Hate is my friend.
Hate is the final product and understanding that those people who do this are wrong and evil.
Hate brings us to do what must be done.
We have much hate and death to bring to them which we will.
Then I will smile and drink a beer.
Hate some more tomorrow.

Hey! I just wrote a poem!

[glorygirl]

"I want to kill them because they are a mistake"

Except they (the ones who did it) are already dead!

Sometimes I imagine a conversation I would have with Mohammed Atta....."How could you do this, you stupid, horrible &*$%@%? How could you spend, and end your life this way? How could this be so important to you? How could you think God -- any God, would ever support something like this?"

Some might say we reap what we sow, with Hiroshima in mind. But this is different from the traditional kind of war. I think the evil originated in the mind of one man --Atta -- and that he got funding from a variety of sources. And his great revenge was that no one could exact revenge upon him.