He was not a child-molester, never was accused. He left a note indicating he was never able to feel the love that he heard people talk about.
Very sad.
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To be loved and not be able to "feel" it, in one's heart, has got to be a great suffering.
I know it sounds weird, but some of the guys who've left the priesthood to marry that I know have said that the love of God just wasn't enough.