Just because He didn't do it exactly the way you (or I) thought He should is no reason to throw out correct doctrine for bad. Were you in the Charismatic movement for the 'thrill' aspects or because you were truly seeking after Him with your whole heart? I pray He gives you His peace and draws you to Himself.
grace
Who ARE you talking to? I have never been in any experiential (read "feminized") movement of the visible professing Christian church.
You may have a problem with comprehending what you read. Please go back and note that I was not the author of the article that I posted in order to enlighten the understanding of "religious" people (if possible).