While I've never met Clinton, and know of no one who has; I can honestly say that he stirs more visceral, virulent hatred in me than anyone I've ever known or has done me wrong. It is strange, this feeling I have for Bill Clinton (to the point I've prayed, and sought counsel about it because the feeling is so anti-Christian). I purely despise the man!
I'll NEVER forget the first time I laid eyes on Clinton. 1992 Democratic National Convention. I didn't follow politics at all, and didn't identify myself with either party, and I had no idea who this Arkansas gov. was. My point is I know there was no prejudice.
When he got up to give his acceptance speech, I remember feeling an overwhelming sense of revulsion, and for no apparant reason. Something in his spirit was "oozing lies." Wish I'd been mistaken.
What's my point? Perhaps what you think is so un-Christianlike within your self, is in reality a "discernment of spirits," meant to be a spiritual warning siren ("...get-away-fast!"), as described by St. Paul in 1Cor. 12. God never meant us to embrace pure evil.