LOL!
I am not sure why you torture yourself with them. God saved YOU if YOU seek first the Kingdom!
Maybe it's God doing the torturing?
BTW: YES! As far as I can tell from scripture, the Father loves us because we love His Son.
Then you just saved hundreds of millions of souls in every type of church in every type of doctrine. Then God will have mercy and no sense in striving or understanding Gods word. See where this goes? We are missing something really big here NATE IMO.