Dude. You are confused. You can convert if being Jewish is so important to you.
Can you cite for me God's exhortation to his Chosen People. Before I embark on this path, I'd like to know it's His will that all men have the opportunity to become Jewish.
Additionally, I'd like to understand where the misconception arose that one's Jewish identity passed through the mother ... as it did with Mary, mother of Jesus.
If you do not have the cite at hand, feel free to point me in the right direction for same.