Being a "good" person won't save you. Jesus is the only way to be saved. Jesus said there is none good, no not one. You rightiousness is but filthy rags to God. Just because you don't belive it doesn't make it untrue. If you didn't need Him to get to heaven, He wouldn't have had to go to the cross. Prayer is the only communication you can have with God and He is waiting for you to say something.
P.S. You are too angry!