Well, lookit, I don't know if you're being sincere here or trolling or whatnot. But assuming you are being sincere, for my part (for what it's worth), I'm impressed with what you've said here. Most people aren't this forthright. I know it doesn't come easily to me, that's for sure.
I don't buy into all of the full-blown COVID "conspiracy" theories one sees bandied about. That "mistakes were made" and that "lies were told" has sufficient explanatory power for me. What I do recognize is that the U.S. government's subsequent response to the COVID pandemic -- in particular, the vax mandates under Biden, but also the shuttering of schools and the wild distribution of funds -- did tremendous damage to this country, damage from which I'm not sure we will recover.
The only good thing I can see coming out of this is that, for a fair number of people, their eyes have been opened, leading to a better perception of reality. I applaud you for your own reaction to all this.
What else can I say? Our for profit wars have gotten millions killed around the world, and our incompetence with handling biological agents resulted in a global pandemic that killed millions.
Meanwhile, as long as stocks are going up and there's a good game on the TV this weekend, few care.
Prove me wrong. Please.