Oh you will. In this life or the next.
Whatever pagan beliefs you have you can keep. Yes, many to most of the Christian beliefs are based in paganism.
Believing that a god can be a man-god is classic paganism, but like I have shown you, God is only Spirit and not physical in any way. Jews have been teaching this for some 3,335 years which has cost many Jews their lives.
Have you ever heard about the debate between Rabbi Nachman (aka the Ramban) and Pablo Christiani, a Jewish convert to Christianity back in 1263? The rabbi won the debate hands down and was even given 300 gold pieces for a prize by the king. If you think what I say angers you, just watch how your anti-Semitic, Christian beliefs really go haywire when you see this! LOL!
“The Disputation” (1986)
starring Christopher Lee.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UA3KTdMjnqU&ab_channel=ToviaSinger
More about the Disputation of Barcelona here.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Disputation_of_Barcelona