I never liked sports in school.. They were a waste of time for me as I was not good at anything. Now as I am a senior citizen and talking to some old classmates, I find out that they have aches & pains I don’t have as a result of not being on the football team,etc. I’m not a bit sorry for not going out for sports. Another bad thing about it was the humiliation you feel when they are choosing up sides for teams in sports & you were always picked last. Sometimes it took awhile to get over that even after you graduated.
That's part of growing up.
Unfortunately, that's now why they give out Participation Trophies to the tender sissies like you.